uploader was being stupid so ill upload tomorrow...
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night all

weekend report...

well i kind of did lots and nothing, if that makes sense? fri night Mr L went for beers with matres so i stayed home and sewed, it was really good to just be able to sew and have me time, and im sure he felt the same.
when he came home, not that late at all, only 9 ish, we had late night foodage, me, porridge and tea, him, meat and more meat lol...

Saturday saw a reasonably stressful day, Mr B and Miss L were just difficult to say the least, who would of thought a near 4 yo and a 6 yo could have mum in tears by 3pm..

i felt so grateful my babysitter chick had been booked a few weeks ago, and we were off to a bbq, we made a quick stop by the tribune to see leah and some new stock, sadly i wanst much impressed, please dont hate me LOL...

then off to Mr Ls mums place for a bbq, and which leah would come and join later , when wok finished... i love bbqs, relaxed and nice food,people etc...
i drank a whole bottle of wine .. whoops LOL..

had a great night , got home and slept like a baby...
today, sunday saw a nice sleep in, the kids didnt wake me up!!! fantastic work guys, love you lots!

Mr L did some welding and then we headed off to the markets... i bought only fruit and veges this time and some little dutch pancakes for the kids. it was a really nice sunny day, till lunch time ish...
i spent the arvo cleaning my kitchen and sorting my pantry. i also cooked a roast pork..nom nom nom...

Mr B wanted a hair cut , so i cut his locks off, again.. and trimmed Miss Ls hair while i was at it.

he had fun playing with the dodgiest camera in the world. dont ever ever buy an olympus small camera. they are crap. shit. waste of cash.

for a 5 mp camera i expected alot more, the only i grabbed it was to have in my handbag etc just in case. id rather lug my dslr around than that hunk of rubbish.

anyways here are his efforts, our stuff frm the markets, and this awesome cool roll thingo i made to keep all my sewing tools in.

hope you had a good weekend.
love danielle x

excited much? im off to sort my printing finally!...

i am so humbled,excited, i just dont know.

:D big smiles today

danielle x

ive created and ordered my business cards, postcards and a tee shirt :) i also found some gorgeous frames, acid free at a good price so i bought maybe 2 dozen assorted sizes. in black frames and white frames only.

nothing about this feels wrong or silly, theres no nerves.



im having a bit of a tough day otherwise though. i love being a mother, but today i got really really angry. not at my beloved kiddies , B or L... but at at J, their dad... its hard to explain the death of a loved one. its hard to describe how ripped off one feels. how you feel like you were left to pick up the pieces. death can be so complex for those left behind. some days i have found that resolve i need to work it all out. other days i wish he was alive so i could scream at him. but i know its pointless. you cant scream at something that doesnt exist anymore. i hate these random days. jut when i think/feel im moving forwards, it creeps up on me like darkness ending a day.

im happy where I am in life. I am happy with my choices, i am blessed with 2 gorgeous children and a new love in my life.

somedays i just cant help thinking why am i still judged on a situation instead of who i am? there is a person behind all of this...



sorry for the mini rant/release...

love danielle

i have so much to blog, and will come back later when ive had some tea and a think...
but ive decided im going to follow this photography thing.

i feel as though the universe/god.. who ever/what ever it is, is telling me this is my calling in life.


i feel as though im in thinking over drive. this is what i want to do . its a good feeling .

clarity is good.

let the madness begin :)


ps thankyou to everyone who reads my blog, it means alot.

xxx

danielle

im so tired, exhausted and i just want sleep, but its just not happening.
so here im sitting, bowl of porridge, a mega cup of tea , food for my soul.

i helped bring a life into the world today. holy moly.

my brain is in over drive. im sitting here wondering lots bout nothing.

welcome back insomnia.



danielle x