Tuesday, June 1, 2010

flasher, fake boobs and men looking in the cupboard/fridge/anywhere...

ok first i saw a flasher, good times except he was old and i assume had wrinkly balls... The next day i checked the news to see the police had nabbed him and he was sitting in the local sandgate watch house. nice work. bet its cold in there with no clothes LOL





next is fake boobs... thinking bout a boob job. not feeling so good bout my chest lately so thinking maybe a new rack will help? maybe not, still in internal debate. bigger boobs will equal better self esteem , but when they sag when im old ill back to square one. maybe it wouldnt be so bad, id probably be too old to give a shit.

maybe im caving into not peer pressure but society pressure, starting to think i need to fit into a certain image to get anywhere. omo white, dark hair and curves arent quite trendy and i dont think they ever will be.

Now that i think about it, maybe new boobs is silly... i dont want to be a poser, but im sick of not fitting in.


Now onto Mr L.. love him to pieces but this is him looking for anything that isnt right in front of him... LOl freak out ... open the fridge, such and such isnt there, aaahhhhhhh open cupboard clothes arent there, aaaahhhhhhh... and so forth... this is him LOL






spent the day shopping with my best friend, i seriously dont think you could buy this kind of friendship. i am blessed with many wonderful people in my life, i am constantly humbled by their love, ability to share, care and be in my life whole heartedly without question.

i had the best day, bought 4 dresses and some diva jewels lol... diva is awesome, cheap enough to replace every now and then but still looks the part. i however ( much to Mr Ls happiness) did NOT buy any mroe cardies, i nearly did but decided not to. The last purchase was navy high waisted shorts, with 3 gorgeous buttons on them.


i shall blog bout dinner later as im off to finish watching season 1 of lost on dvd... yes yes i am aware it just finished forever on television but im not one to follow trends ( except thinking bout a boob job... dont hate me )



much loves to the world

danielle x

Sunday, May 30, 2010

new songs on the playlist... woo yeah :)

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

battle wounds

Here's the photos of the 'wounds' the ones on my back are healing/healed.. The one on my arm is healing well, and the one of my leg opened up today when i kinda fell down the stairs. omg that hurt.

WEAR SUNSCREEN PEOPLE.







dreary rainy day.

My day involved watching the entire 12 episodes from the 1st season of sex and the city. It was $1.95 day from blockbuster so i thought why not? I had nothing else to do. Check out carries hair do and bad makeup LOL... A far cry form the gazillion dollar franchise its now turned into. Still it was full of laughs.

The cat snuggled me, i cat chocolate and coffee, i had my books , the remotes and my awesome holeproof explorer socks. In all honesty it was a great day . Just what i needed , chillaxing and being a proper couch potato. Its probably the most time ive spent lazing on my couch since i bought it 18 mths ago.







Saturday, May 22, 2010

he reads it!

mwahahahah i saw you reading my blog Mr L....

LOVE YOU

um yeah ok

well another day another blog... where do i start? i think i should start with the good stuff, the good stuff is always worth blogging about.. :)

i had an awesome nights sleep, snuggling Mr L is the highlight of my day/night. When i go to sleep at night, i know my kids are safe and i have a man next to me who loves me supports me and treats me right.
I had an awesome sleep in, then Mr L bought me in a mega cup of coffee , bliss!

Mr B and Miss L came in and out for the morning for snuggles, i read books, everything from bob the builder to possum magic, hairy maclary... both the kids and Mr L love winter with me apparently because i have 'warms' meaning i am in fact the warmest person in the house :) they all wanted to snuggle me under the doona, so between the 3 of them on and off for the morning till nearly 11 i was in my element...

by the time i had woken up, got dressed it was lunch time, so chicken for lunch and time to wait for the inlaws ( Js parents not Mr Ls)

Js mum is odd to say the least, shes always been unstable, but since J died its worse, and i mean alot worse... doesnt just dislike me, she seethes venom at me.

today in front of the kids , Mr L and her own husband she says we will drop the kids off in a few hours but if you and Mr L are having sex let me know via txt so we dont turn up...
UMMMM OKKK you freaking weirdo.

HOW INAPPROPRIATE.

i had no words for this. none. so i just looked at her like wtf.wtf.wtf.wtf.wtf.

later on in the arvo when they had returned kids i said ' before you go i have some photos for yous of the kids' and she said 'what none of you guys doing it'... again WTF...WTF...WTF...WTF...

This woman needs help. LOL


i was happy to say bye this arvo and rethink how i interact with this woman. i mean how do i? shes not really my mother in law anymore is she? what exactly do i owe her expect respect and courteousness when she sees her grandchildren.


Mr L has been so gorgeous today, i had a moment where i was lying in bed( this time late arvo, i know i know , but on weekends i like to relax and when its cold, bed is my fave place with a book and a cuppa) anyways he was playing ocean by john butler and i just looked at him and i felt overflowing and happy. i just loved him so much in that moment my eyes leaked ;)

i am blessed with so much more than anyone could ever wish for.

when he plays i feel like its one of the only times my brain completely switches off, its so rare that im not thinking, tossing and turning ideas over in my head, its just so luxurious for me to be able to chill on such a calm level. an di owe that to him.


tonight we are relaxing, my leg and arm are uber sore and my stitches are pulling, Mr Ls still recovering from the flu. we have decided to have a relaxing weekend, we asked the kids what they wanted for dinner, and they wanted hot chips and chicken nuggets, so they got that and we got massaman and chicken satay sticks. these satay sticks are to die for, no jokes. NOM NOM NOM...

Oh i neglected to mention i called a car sales man a wanker today , well he really was a wanker. he was as short as a hobbit, he had orange fake tan and a black greasy mullet and he was about 75 yrs old. he offered me $19 ish grand for my near new car, i wasnt buying simply enquiring bout the trade value ... the guy was just icky.


well i am off to watch a movie. we have been movie couch dwellers for a while now, saving the cash, cheaper to watch dvds than go to the movies, chermside charges nearly $40 for us both to go ...


hope everyone else is well...

thanks for reading

love danielle x

Thursday, May 20, 2010

feeling really sorry for myself today. more moles came out yesterday, one on my forearm and one on my leg, turns out i dont need as many out as first thought... the arm one wasnt bad, it felt like a pinch then the local was cold... the calf though, i have no words for that pain... he used a round circular blade thingo, similar to an apple corer, in fact Mr L and i have nicknamed it the 'apple corer experience'... basically its a circular scalpel, you push and it slices a circle. At first i didnt feel it, then BAM i could feel the pain and slicing... My doctor then pumped my leg full of more local, and now my leg is not only sliced/diced/stitched, its bruised.

the tests on the ones on my back came back as 1 cancerous ( but he got it all) one turning that way and one was fine...

i cant stress how much sunscreen is important. I am an avid sunscreen wearer and look whats happened, there is so much merit in SLIP SLOP SLAP...


in other boring random news, still job hunting...fingers crossed.

I put a soup in the slow cooker before we went to bed last night, i woke at 4 am o have a house filled with warm soupy smells and nearly got out of bed to eat some... we woke to a rainy drizzly day, Miss L helped me make porridge while Mr B showed me just how big hyes getting these days and listened to his ipod...

Mr L has gone into uni after a week of being sick. Poor guy .


thanks for all the comments and visits to the blog.

much love

danielle